At the movies last night I went in to the public washroom and there in the stall was an open half pack of my brand of ...... Kicked them right off the towel rack and went on my way. I was pretty mad until I realized I didn't even think about smoking them. I'm on day 11 now, using the lowest dose patch. I have cut down coffee. I am finding it pretty hard.I feel bored and upset and listless. Kinda sick. But I haven't even thought about giving up. This must be it for me, finally. I just keep going in my life - walking , working, running, painting , and hope that it starts to feel good again. Im not sure how Im going to leave the patches behind, but that's a problem for another week.
Good luck to everyone out there quitting.