I did it...I relapsed after numerous drinks on Saturday night
Let me tell you...I sure as heck paid for it the next day by vomiting for hours!
Lesson learned that's for sure.
But I must say and no it's not a justification however, since my hubby and I quit and went through all our withdraw symptoms, one of the things that hid in the back of my mind that I tried to ignore was if my hubby smoked again then I would "get to" smoke again and that's what happened.
The bright side? I got that monkey off my back and will continue to count days as per normal because I now know deep within myself that I really did want to quit for myself whether or not he stays quit or not is his prerogative not mine
Side note...do you guys know if I am going to totally withdraw again??