I knew today would be hard. All the shops shut and the ones open are jam-packed.
Got triggered outside a supermarket by some women smoking, they were old so i thought, "i can smoke and get to old age too".
I've had a couple of herbal cigarettes, the ones that smell of bonfires. Not great but helped a bit.
I need this to get easier soon or I'll crumble.
Bought a pack of 20 Marlboro but going to take them back for a refund.
In the bath now.