Hello all , here I am again , after about a year of being off this site
I gave up for a month , but don't think it was my time to quit at that time .
So here I am again trying to do it again
I've done a week now without any cigs
My problem is when I have a drink !!!
The evil sticks get the better of me and my will power
Also when I stop smoking I feel really down when normally I'm a positive person .
And I want that feeling to go so I think that's why I go back to them
I know they are winning , and I hate them for that
I'm taking one day at a time at the moment, and can only wait and see how I get on , I'm trying not to put to much pressure on myself this time , as The pressure I put on myself last time only made me relapse 😡
and I know the worst is yet to come
This site really did help and support me last time , so I hope nobody minds me rejoining
Well done everyone on all your fantastic achievements