Found this forum and have read so many of the posts these lasts couple of days and I think they have been one of the few things that have stopped me from throwing in the towel so wanted to say thanks.
i am Currently on day 5 of quitting, started with champix but made me so sick that and have now gone to CT. Have so far found it soooo very hard. really grumpy and short tempered and i think on day 2 i very nearly went mad with the cravings. Heart racing, head spinning and like i was ready to scream at the next person who got in my way in town! My husband has been very supportive and is at my beck and call which is no easy feat when even i don't know what i want (well apart from the obvious!) but i still just feel so on my own. i am surrounded by non smokers who haven't a clue of what hell i am going through. Crumbs self pity alert!!!!
Don't get me wrong i need to do this, i want to do this and i will do this but please tell me its going to stat getting easier soon. I think the only thing keeping me from smoking again is the thought of never wanting to go through these last 5 days ever again!
Ok woe is me rant over, sorry!! bring on day 6!!!