hi all, still here and kicking strong against the evil little monster when he does appear!
I haven't been on much, heavy workload week before last and then a school residential trip for the past week with 50 odd year 5 children! I even survived that but boy, I could have easily caved in, so I faced him right in the eye by going for a walk with one of the other teachers that smoked, didn't have a puff but, just the 5 minute walk with her smoking calmed me and I knew it wasn't the cigarette as I hadn't had one. She was like 'God I needed that' I was thinking, i'm feeling the same but it was the 5 minute chill time not the smelly fag you have just ingested!
anyway, Day 50 and feeling so good about it, so proud not to have caved for even one puff in the whole time, it is indeed a miracle for me and it was all thanks to this forum during the first few weeks , esp Kat, Max, Gemma-lou and Sarah-lou. I've seen on the new posts feed that the regulars are all still here so HELLO everyone xxx
I do hope that the others are still going strong too, midwifey, ticwoo, JayJay LI/Mario, are they all still around?
so after passing another first time of repeating a part of my life as a non-smoker and realising today that it is 50 days clear I am smiling and wishing you all a happy smoke free day. :)
lots of love to all Trea xx