Hiya guys...just feeling at the point where I could tip over and smoke...never felt like I was on the verge of smoking before but I'm feeling it now. Don't know what to say really apart from I wanna just have a break from life. Yeah, people have shit times but this is taking the piss...there are others having it worse though so I must look on the bright side.
I was made redundant last year which was upsetting but I've got over it...working on a short term contract at the same place, thing is I'm not enjoying it anymore....really do not like working there anymore. It's not the work it's the people...anyways loads were made redundant along with me but we all seem to be cursed!!!!!
Of those all made redundant......One of my friends husband died at 36 leaving his wife and 3 young kids...just dropped down dead playing cricket. My other close friend had a heart attack during the process and then his wife died of breast cancer. My other friend fell down the stairs at work, broken her arm and has permanently damaged the nerves in her arm so she will not have full use of it ever. My other friends dad died...My other friends partner lost his job so they're both out of work and she has just had a baby. To top it all off my dad who has a heart problem and has a defibrillator in his chest...well it went off today...Bam. So his heart must have stopped, apparently it's been close to doing it 7 times these last 6 months so his heart is giving up. Just don't know what to say really, except this is a load of cocks. I just wanna cry and smoke...what is the ****ing point!