well 3 weeks almost and i feel im losing my mind
i started this quit with champix, valium and patches but dropped the patches on day 2 (never quit without patches before) but all was good as i found allen carr however 4 or 5 days ago i had to stop the champix cold due to my eyesight being affected by it (still waiting for it to return to normal) and today i was stressing out quite a bit (ok i blew several gaskets) had a confrontation with another shopper at the shopping centre and cops called then the family sided with the other guy (oops there goes another gasket) trying to get ready to move as well so after cops gave me a stay away order i go back to making the garden shine and i had an apiphany (or something) i found myself talking to myself also must mention that ive had no sleep for 2 days not sure if related to stopping champix and now im content again but content by design the design of inflicting harm to myself but have NOT acted on it, i feel like im all alone in a big dark room with no way out everyone around me has been very supportive (insert sarcasm here they couldnt give a $hit) they keep telling me to smoke lot of help they are however i have not caved and i am steadfast that im not going to either never had these feelings before with a quit up 1 minute then down literaly a minute later then up and down at the same time
Two weeks, six days, 23 hours, 35 minutes and 54 seconds. 1258 cigarettes not smoked, saving $642.07. Life saved: 4 days, 8 hours, 50 minutes.