I have been in hiding as I sailed my way to my target of 3 weeks...I just needed to turn my back on talking about smoking and thinking about quitting.
I made it to 3 weeks 3 days...We had some good news with regards to my wifes job and my becoming a full time dad/househusband. So what did I do, had a few drinks and 3 cigarettes... Why only 3, because I couldn't smoke any more. No 4 didn't appeal. I just didn't want it.
I should have stayed on the forum and I thought about staying away due to my failure. Then I remembered that I found things easy when I interacted with all of you...
So today is day 1...however I still feel some success going 3 weeks+. I didn't really give in to cravings and just did what I used to do...Have a few drinks and have a few smokes. I let myself off.
I don't want to smoke today, I'm not craving cigerettes, I just look forward to going another 3 weeks smoke free... It really did feel different and great and I want it back.
Feeling free and full of life is so much nicer than feeling poisened all the time.
I will not fail you