Hello,I'm new on here but have been reading the forum for a little while and you all seem so supportive. I'm on day 8 of not smoking and it's been really hard but I'm on champix which has helped. This week has been tough as I thought I was doing well as we has OFSTED inspectors in at the beginning of the week and although really stressed I didn't smoke but yesterday morning one of the pupils I teach got killed on his way to school and I feel so selfish in just wanting a ciggie to help me try and get through this,feel guiltly for even writing this down,his family have lost their son and me thinking I want a ciggie sounds ridiculous. Sorry for writing an essay but yesterday and today has been so hard,looking after and councilling the kids and talking to his family I just feel I need back my old crux to deal with the pain(although I know it's an excuse).
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