Just having a real hard time at the the moment!!
Any thing and everything is winding me up so much that how i have not sparked up i don't know
I suppose it's good news that i have not, but to me it's not good news as i feel myself thinking about it more and more arrrgghhhhhh
I won't do it i know i won't, but the temptation is bloody awful!!
I just think the past 14 months have finally caught up with me and its now time to let all that emotion out!!
Sorry i am not more positive at the moment and sorry that i have abandoned you all .
Stay strong everyone