Well, i haven't been on here for a couple of days cos to be truthful, i've been feeling ashamed.
Oh and i've been smoking so it didn't seem right somehow.
You all know it's been quite hard with OH doing it aswell, well he admitted the other day it was much harder etc etc than he's been letting on. We had another screaming match blahblah and off he went to buy some cigs... i talked him out of smoking them, doing so well etc etc . We didn't smoke..we just looked at them. After a day out the following day where he couldn't relax we came home and had a smoke
Now at that point i didn't enjoy mine at all but i persevered and here i am today...i've had 2 days of smoking which i really must confess to having enjoyed but while i've been smoking i've been thinking about whether or not i really want to stop as initially it wasn't even my idea!!! I have enjoyed the health benefits of not smoking when i drag my sorry ass up that bloody rock and you know what guys....i am gonna try again.
So, here we go again!!!!
Confession by Dippydoris
Fell of the champix wagon
On day 6 of not smoking
Bit of a day 6 pattern here
Back to day 1