I'm sooooo glad to be in week 2, but it so nearly went hideously wrong yesterday. I did actually buy some fags and lighter, opened the packet and put i cig in my my mouth, went to light it and then just screamed, baged the steering wheel and threw them out the window - feel bad for littering too
I had a whole converstation with myself (or maybe my demon) before i bought them it went a bit like this (only longer)
My Demon: "I want a fag, i want a fag, i want a fag"
Me: "No you don't, the champix will stop you getting anything from it so what's the point"
My Demon: "Then just buy some fags and the Champix will stop you wanting more tomorrow"
Me: "What's the point, it will be awful and you won't be in week 2 tomorrow you'll be back on day 1"
My Demon: "Who will know?"
Me: "Only i will know"
My Demon: "go on, go on, go on, go on, go on, Just one more"
Me: "F*ck it"
It was too close for comfort, but it did teach me something, NEVER DO THAT AGAIN YOU IDIOT!!!!