oh I had the mother of all nightmares last night. I wasn't smoking one ciggie I was smoking two at the same time! And then I tried to hide it from my OH. I woke every hour last night and have done for the past few nights. I am working away from home this week and it's a pretty stressful time at work just now so maybe that's what's causing it. But today I feel like crying
I've now spent two whole days in the office and have another three days to go (I'm normally able to be more flex than this) and usually if I have to be in the office I go for a ciggie but I can't! I don't want to but I do if that makes sense.
ARGHHHHHH. Sorry for dumping this - just needed somewhere to share how I felt as I want to go home, curl up and go to sleep for a week. Either that or tell all the horrible people to go away and leave me and my team alone!