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Oh feck it!!! It beat me...

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:eek: 3 months, 2 days today and I should be over the moon about it!! I'M NOT! Why? Because of a family feud that has been going on for years and since I am emigrating in the near future, 10,000+ miles away from home, I decided to try and tell people a few home truths (politely of course) to clear the air before I went in the HOPE that it would resolve some volatile situations and I could leave with everyone happy clappy. So wrong I was! In fact the only person who came worse off was ME! AND might I add this family feud has nothing to do with me!! So, with it blowing up in my face, I went to the shop and...yeah, BOUGHT FAGS! I've just had one in the garden and you know what? It made me feel no better than it did before I had one, it tasted digusting and hit the back of my throat like pepper spray. I immediately ripped the remaining packet up and binned them outside. Do I feel any better for it? NO! Did the demon win? YES! ANYONE considering smoking at a moment of upset or anger, THINK AGAIN! It serves no purpose whatsoever, it just adds to the existing problem you have :(

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Hi Kaz,

Sorry about the blip, Dont let it get you down, you know it didn`t help so you know not to do it again, stay strong:D

Wayne

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Just be glad you saw sense and didn't even finish the first one....

You've probably got away with it.

Please remember you do have the choice of whether to smoke or not - it is not something you HAVE to do under some circumstances.

The next time you are presented with the choice of whether to smoke or not, choose not to.

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hi kaz,,sorry about your blip.it should make you more stronger and determend never to smoke again,,,you just keep the faith and keep :D:D:D tony

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Deke9 Years Smoke Free

Hi Kaz,

Well done for not smoking the whole damn thing, and getting rid of the rest too. At least you've had a reminder, if you needed it, of how disgusting those horrible things are. Stay strong.

Deke

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never mind

try not to pumnish your self to much, yes you had a fag, but yu realised it was a daft thing to do you threw it away, with the rest of the fags and got straight o with your quit, i take my hat of to you seriously, my last quit at just after 10 weeks of not smoking i had a fag and i kept sokin and just whinged and moaned about it for 6 months, you got back onw ith your quit yu should be proud of the fact that you didnt finish it and got rid of them, you know it dosnt help

you stay strong

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Thanks guys! I'm glad I came clean about it, not only did it make me feel better and not feel like I was a big cheat, but the words of advice that you have all given me and support have made me more determined than ever and I am back on the quit today with more fire in the belly than ever! THANK YOU!!!

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jackieinv

Hi Kaz

Sorry to hear about your blip but looks like your up and off again and not letting it start up again. Like I said to someone else today, the honesty of you who have had a blip tells yourself and all of us just how horrible it is, and that helps me to not want to try.

Good luck, I will be looking out for you.

Jackie

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Carry On The Good Work

Hi Kaz, Just dust yourself down, and carry on, Its just a blip and u have done brilliant...... Not been on lately, so just catching up..... U seemed to be doing great, Good on you for just getting back on with it, many others would have carried on smoking and caved in good and proper, but Not U, and good luck to you.........

U can do it, Just put it all down to experience........ Kaz :)

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I know

Kaz, know what you have been through. Had my just one tonight, it was S**t & did not help at all . IQUIT_________ get stuffed. Koads a love to ya Kaz. G.xxx

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Hi Kaz :D

I'm sorry to hear that you slipped but well done on not smoking all of it and binning the rest

Carry on with your quit and good luck when you emigrate smoke free

Love

Marg xxxxxxxx

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nsd_user663_4418

Hi Kaz.....

Well done you for ripping em up !!! yee ha !!!!

You've proved to yourself that they dont help ... that can only be a good thing .... you now know that when things get bad.... a smoke is not gonna solve it... you've learnt that now and you know that you wont do it again...... :D

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