I keep thinking that I cant smoke, I dont want to go through day 3.4.5 again. But today......well today has just been horrible. I havent dared to leave the house in case I buy some. When oh when does this feeling go away. When will I wake up and not think Oh God Im not smoking again today!
I feel annoyed and tired today. I DONT want to smoke, I really dont so I dont understand why Im feeling like this today.
Your posts as always are an inspiration to me, everyday I read whatever day is relevant to me and they do help, I just want this feeling to stop.
Hmmmmm that feels better already!