After countless times, I am finally there.

[nsd_user663_1707]

Never did I think I'd have the determination or strength to give up. I always said I would some day, but deep down I had convinced myself it was impossible. I started feeling shitty in general with my life, no money, smelling bad, stress, ect so I decided I'd quit this time; this time was to be for good. I really have stopped this time, not even a drag. I don't desperately want them anymore, sometimes I'm in the mood for one but I never follow through with my thought.

It's been forty days today and I cannot express how ecstatic and happy I am.

I got a free gym pass off the NHS yesterday so I'm going to use that to shift some of the extra weight I've gained (about four pounds). Good luck to anyone else, trust me - it can be done!

[nsd_user663_1704]

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Ethan!!!

Really!! bloody well done!! 40 days!

I know for you that is a really big accomplishment x x x x x

Why didn't you post before silly!! x x x x x

Oh it is good to hear from you. And to hear your doing so well!!

You'll love the gym I am sure x x

Oh good on you

*hugs*

~Buffy x x

[nsd_user663_2291]

Fantastic, well done to you.

Can you tell me how you got the gym pass. I am interested in joining and if its free then even better.

[nsd_user663_2367]

Good deal Ethan...

I have promised myself to get back on the gym next week myself

Need to work off some of anger...

[nsd_user663_2318]

Wow! great job

Great for you! Feels good don't it. I know it felt great for me to say to the doc yesterday that i was a non-smoker. I got lots of praise.

Day 26!

Not smoked for: 0Y 3W 4D 3H 25M not smoked: 251 Cigarettes. Saving me £ 67.89. I will now live longer by: 0Y 0W 0D 20H 7M. I Quit on the:. Monday, October 01, 2007 6:00:26 AM.