Well here I am. Don't beleve it I'm here. 140 days ago I gave up for good.
How could I have been such a fool for such a long time. It all happend at a party the other weekend. I got very drunk and we got talking about not smoking. I said "It's the best thing that I ever did for me and the family" and they temped me with a few cigs. I was a little drunk as I said, and well I found myself with one in my hand I tuck one grag out of it and through up all over the guys carpet. (shouldn't temp a ex smoker)
It's the worst thing in the world. The tastes like s$§t, how could I have done this for 30 years too myself I will never know. I do know that I will never touch one ever again sober or drunk.
none smoker for 140 days.
cigs not smoked 3500
money saved € 823.50
Ian.
München Germany.
P.S. I was a mushroom for 30 years, keep in the dark and feed bullshit.