Whenever I have a priority and some other task or responsibility comes in between that no matter how small the task is I start to worry why I have to do it only when I need to give my full attention to something more important,even if that task is just going outside and buying grocery. It's just that I don't want to do it. Being lazy and irresponsible is one thing but what I worry about is if I do that task then my focus from what I m prioritizing will get shift and I'll get distracted.
This problem is specific , I couldn't find perfect words to explain it so don't know if anyone can relate or even if this has to do anything with OCD.Also there are a lot of 'I's' in the above passage which led me to think I overthink myself too much and am self obsessed. 😅