First day on here, I am a 25 year old man with a lovely Fiance and 2 year old boy. My life is good and I have nothing to complain about really but I suffer with such bad OCD and anxiety.
It takes over my every day life and decisions such as which car parking spot to park in can be such a challenge incase 'something bad happens'.
My life resolves around ' I have to do such a thing because if I don't, something bad might happen to my mum or son or family member'. It literally takes over everything from making a drink having to rinse the glass out 7 times and getting in the shower having to turn it on and off 7 times.
I look at certain numbers throughout the day and literally cringe if I have to say or look at certain numbers, it's that bad I don't even want to write the number down on here. 'incase something bad happens'.
If people notice any of the rituals that I do, they probably think what a weirdo.
If anyone else suffers from this, please get in touch and I hope we can help each other to cope.