feeling lonely and isolated

[mamakoala]

So I saw on Instagram a story about my enemy. I hate her. I can't stand her. She is such a passive-aggressive person who always leaves bad comments on everything that I do. She is my bully. And what I saw on Instagram is that she was having fun with my husband's friend and their friend and others and they did not invite us. They chose her over me. It makes me so angry and so frustrated. I am better than her. I am smarter than her. I am better than all of them or I want to be. But I have no clue why on earth I want to be better than them and want to prove something. This story just made me so angry, frustrated, sad, lonely and isolated. Nobody likes us. Nobody wants to hang out with me. We are so lonely. I think that I am better than them but in reality they are better than me, they are definitely happier than me, their husband's are smarter than mine and they are living their lives on the fullest, unlike me and my family sitting here alone by ourselves.