I tried to work and my first proper job was a lifestyle assistant in a nursing home with all degrees of brain injuries. I wasn't supported at all and really struggled with the work. Quit last month after 5 months. Embarrassed I'm 31 and that's my main employment I've had.
Feeling like a failure like I'm supposed to get on with things now and I still struggle. I hate being autistic and dyspraxic. Just parts of me that make things tougher than they should be.
Growing up to responsibility is rough. Losing my stepdad 4 years ago has wrecked me too. Wish I was stronger than I am.