Will I get over my pain?
Perhaps I will, perhaps I won't
But do I realise the purpose of my pain?
As there has to be a purpose
I don't think any thing or feeling comes into existence without a purpose
And I should realise this purpose
Or if I don't, then atleast accept it.
That's all I can do anyway.
It's actually not over
It will never be over (the worth of living)
It's not over till I die
And I hope that when I do die
I feel fuilled
Or even at peace
Knowing I did the best I could
With the tools I had available,
At my disposal
And if I can't say that I didn't make a difference
But I can say that I didn't harm or hurt anyone
Then even that I consider as a success.
And if I had some positive impact on myself or those around me
Then I can feel good
And if I survive the turmoil that I've been through
Then I've actually made it.