If I could take away my pain I wouldTo some extent I have that power
When I listen to my inner voice
And stop letting others influence me
I could wake up one day and say enough is enough
But maybe I'm living perpetually, in a state wishing for that day to come
And maybe that day won't come where I just switch like a light switch
Maybe I need to slowly slowly work on myself
And the light within will.get brighter and brighter.
Hopefully.
am I maybe depressed? what do I do 
A difficult day **TRIGGER WARNING** **self harm, overdose, suicidal thoughts**
Why do I easily get so angry these days? 
Lost a love one today 
The lost of a love one 
