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I don’t hate people. I just try to love myself more ❤

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Do I hate people? No, I don’t hate anyone. I’m just trying to save myself🤗🤗

I’m not snob or misanthrope but its just that I, if not more, but atleast in 95% cases have this experience , ( beautifully described in words by Charles Bukowski ) that:

people diminish me;

the longer I sit and listen to them

the more empty I feel but I don’t get

the idea that they feel empty, I feel

that they enjoy the sound from their

mouths.

I don’t hate them, I don’t have hatred. Its just that I’m not interested in them. I have made my own escape mechanism to save myself from being getting empty ‘coz I really dont know how and where I have to go to refill. And when I know there are 1000 other things being served on my life platter, beautifully garnished with the required potential needed to empty me 🙄😬🙈🙆‍♀️🤦‍♀️, this escape mechanism is very important for me.!

But my this escape mechanism is considered being anti-social, like seriously🤔🤔 . ‘Coz I always thought anti-social means being danger,being harmful to others, to the society. But I’m pretty sure, I’m very much harmless to society ( as most of the people very proudly said about me: what damage can a failure thats me make 😄😜🙈🙈)…

so how can I be anti-social?!🤔🤔

I tried to figure out reason but unfortunately or fortunately couldn’t find out 🙇‍♀️🙆‍♀️🤷‍♀️

So, I decided to stick to my definition of being anti-social, and I think as long as, I’ve clarity of this term, I believe its totally right to do whatever is needed to keep myself INSANE, in so called SANE world..!!

Afterall its my life and I’m responsible for its safety…. just like how two-wheelers, wear headgears( doesn’t matter its mandatory or not, but they do) ‘coz they got only one head and its their responsibility to protect it..!! Did I quote weirdo example🤔🤔..hmmm… may be yes!! but its ok (atleast for me😬😬🙈)

Am I talking a lot🤨😶🤔🤔Nahhh… noone is listening here🤫🤫🤭😜😄😃🙆‍♀️

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Personally I only talk when talked to, generally there seems to be very little said of interest

All the nattering classes, If I have nothing to say, I will listen and prefer to let them get on with it. Most of my family have now passed away and it has been at least four years of been left alone I think I have two sisters left, both are, god only knows where. They are really not interestrd in me and have in many ways never very pleasent

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