i'm terrified

[Against_the_current]

I'm terrified of going back to university city Tommorrow. Thinking whether i should have stayed home with mom and sis or go back to university city. Sis stressed me out yesterday. I'm just in stress from the new thing but there im more stable and the job would give me confidence right?

Im going so i better think that's best

My teen sister stressed me yesterday. I'm scared she's traumatized (litterary i lose my mind thinking of it) or it's just a teen.. .And i lose my mind thinking what if she grows up until i come back. My therapist says i'm a bad influence to her. I'm so anxious all the time, i influence them bad. My head hurts from anxiety. Grandpa just called me and said I should work. It's the best i can can do right? Home i don't stop stressing, my head hurts like hell all the itme. And i might ruin my relationships with family panicing all the time. I'm just insecure and scared but here i can't stop stressing. Also my therapist is there. Ah sorry for this, i just need courage

[Starrlight]

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