Hi there ! I'm new here , though I need to ask you about something I'm currently going through in the hope that you may help ..

[roza-]

when I was younger I tended to be a dreamer child, I had strange ideas, I've told plenty of lies, and some of these were stupid lies, I made some mistakes as well but I've never hurt an ant, I struggled with severe depression and chronic anxiety then I've been diagnosed with ADD and Asperger, I had a calm successful life for a good period of time .. I've grown up now, but the people that were with me then, keep telling everybody who knows me about that, my relationships have been destroyed, I'm being bullied almost all the time, everybody makes fun of me, I'm totally destroyed, scared of meeting people or going outside, I hate myself, my life, everything, and everybody, I'm losing my life, nobody cares anymore how brilliant my ideas are, they think I'm just crazy silly person though that was just my past, sorry for that relatively long description, I'm just wondering if anybody has gone through something similar or has any advice?

[Angel533]

some people are so shallow!!! you really dont need friends like that, its there loss not yours so dont waste your energy on them, im sure you will meet someone who is decent soon enough amd if not do you have family?