In need of some words of wisdom

[Charmerbluegirl]

So I haven't posted in a while so sorry due to the fact of life being wrapped up around my fingers and also jobless 😓. Hope everyone is coping with the pandemic and all 😕🙃. As I was saying it's been a while. So recently someone I've been communicating with for quite a while now told me they love me an I have no idea how to react to it. I'm not sure how I feel and I really dont want to hurt the person either. They make me extremely happy at times and we communicate well most times. I guess I'm really unsure how I feel. I don't wanna make the wrong decision. All I could think is I'm not ready for a relationship right now. So is like usually you would have an idea of what type of guy you'd want to be with?.........Well I do,I know what I want in a guy or did at one point. But this guy is nothing of the sort but yet I looked passed it all. An now I just dont know what to do now. I feel confused in a way as to what I want cause there are complications. As in we are totally different from each other and also my father might never approve of him. We've had many ups and downs to be quite honest but is when he told me loved me I was in shock. I like him a lot yes or so I think but when it comes to seeing a life with him that I cannot see. Sadly now I feel sorta weird when chatting with him since the big words came about. Can anyone try to help me out here?. I'm just a first timer who tryna not get hurt here if y'all know what I mean. An I not sure if it'd help if i let y'all know i sorta expect my first to be my only. I know it probably insane but that's just me. Help me if you can. Thanks in advance. 💙❤