I'm new here and feeling particularly low this evening. This morning I was thinking of returning to work and now sitting here I don't know if I can face it. My emotions seem to be all over the place and I'm tired of living with this head space. I feel like I've been fighting for years and it's exhausting. I'm really trying to put all my previous therapy skills to use, I tried going out and doing something nice for myself but It was too much too soon, today I've been at home but even that feels overwhelming as I feel constantly guilty for not being enough or doing enough.
Anyway, I just wanted to say hello and thanks for everyone's support, it's been helpful knowing I'm not the only one feeling like this.
I wish everyone else a better evening.