I had a really bad day at work today, everything that could have gone wrong went wrong.
I find life at home difficult cos my parents just don't understand what it's like to have depression despite me sitting and talking with them, giving them stuff to read and taking my dad along to therapy. I just need to move out so I can finish growing.
I deal with intrusive thoughts nearly everyday about self harm, and thinking something bads going to happen.
Some days I feel like my medications not working, I have to remind myself I have already taken it. My therapist is great, though I am mentally done after a session I just curl up into a ball.
If you have made it this far, thanks for reading really means a lot!