Hi Im new here, idk where to start from. Im 20 & currently a college student, Im not sure why Ive been feeling or acting this way, I just feel like I am useless, like I really wouldn't mind if it's the end of the world or I would drop dead. I dont have motivation to study or draw as much as I used to, I certainly don't want to hang out with my friends because they wouldn't understand how extremely lonely, unmotivated and empty I am feeling. Ive realized that Ive been taking very very long naps during the afternoon even though I had my 8 hours of sleep during the night, and by very long I mean sleeping at 5:00pm and waking up at 9:00pm and sometimes 11:00pm. It is like if I fall asleep during the afternoon I can't get myself to wake up, but if I fell asleep normally at night I cant get to sleep 8 straight hours without suddenly waking up in the middle of the night. You see I keep saying I want to make a set schedule for myself (not for just sleeping, but everything else including studying, eating and breaks). I even realized that I really dont wanna eat as much anymore, I wouldnt mind drinking coffee or water and just having a sandwich for the whole day, it just feels so frustrating that I can't get to convince myself to stop feeling this way.