Day 5

[Charmerbluegirl]

So I'm on my 5th day, today was hard I'm currently keeping myself occupied so I wouldn't think about things but someway or the other the thoughts just come in. How could I have gone so wrong you know?. An I'd always ask why me?. I can't keep doing this could someone just come in my life and make me happy and actually decide to stay? Or is that just like imaginary. Maybe I hope for too much in life urgg

[mimette]

hey, I read your other posts from day 1 and up; I just wanted to say that you honestly sound like me a couple years ago. I went through a grueling break up, lost all my friends, lost my home. I hit my very rock bottom and had to crawl back to where I am today. I still suffer from depression but I’m still here and living a life that is 1000x better than the life I was.

I know how it feels to have your world come crashing down around you, I know how it feels to not know your next move or how to get through the day. The fact that you’re on day 5 is proof enough that you’re strong enough to get through this. I don’t know you but I have undeniable faith in you — you can do this

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to mimette]

Thanks for the motivation but I feel helpless like what's the point you know. This sucks and I still have to live life you know with a smile even when I'm hurting inside.

[Eian59]

Hi again

You deserve better and it will happen, I have been in a situation like that. You are right

right it is really hard to get over. But I know it does get better but it will take time.

And the good thing is that you are taking it one day at a time. Try and keep your head up

and keep busy it might take your mind off things for a bit. If you need to talk to someone we are all here to help you if we can Even just talking about the weather gets you a rest

from over thinking and blaming yourself for everyone else's mistake.

Regards

Eian

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to Eian59]

Thanks but the thoughts just hit me hard