Motivation is a Huge Problem for Me

[PalmtreePalmer]

I am a skinny fat guy. Honestly I have quite a bit of muscle, I just can't see my abs or anything, but that's not the point here.

Motivation is a huge problem for me. Not just in working out, but in live in general. I feel it dwindling away every day. When I do my schoolwork and I have to balance it out with the character of the school that I go to, and my time management... I feel so lost and my self consciousness just eats away at me. I just want to curl up and cry, but I can't. I am casing all of these emotions inside of me because I have to appear strong at this school. I can't show any emotion. This is all going to come to a head. I am going to get in a fight or something, or I'm going to just start crying at night. I sit here, in front of my computer, totally angry and I wish I could do more about it, but I can't. I have tried listening to music and motivational speeches, but it doesnt work. I dont want to continue. My breaks are never long enough, and this is too demanding.

[Hidden]

How old are you please

Generally people need to be sixteen above to come on these sites

BOB

[PalmtreePalmer in reply to Hidden]

I am 16.

[Hidden in reply to PalmtreePalmer]

Have you had a discussion with your head teacher, explain to them what is happening.

You should also explain to your Parents, they can discuss your concerns with your School.

If you are hurt or damaged you can report that also to the Police.

In the UK at sixteen you can attend your GP Surgery, you do now need to explain to your Parents what is going on especially if it is affecting your education. You have the right to learn and achieve your dreams, anyone who tries and prevents that can be in a great trouble.

BOB

[hypercat54]

Well rather than staying indoors and playing computer games take up something physical like running. Any exercise is good for working off aggression. x