So lost

My depression created such a giant hole in me. I'm nowhere close to who I want to be. Im such an ugly person but I want to be wanted. Badly. I want to be craved. .. This is something I feel I need but cant have... And the sadness and feeling alone worsens...

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The need to be craved is a massive thing to ask even when we are ill. Asking to be needed and accepted for what we are is more acceptable and understanding for others. Craving can strangle whatever the relationship can become.

Feeling alone and unwanted can be addressed more easy than above. Given that a relationship can work, as a give and take between all parties involved. People are their own individuals and suppressing their needs is wrong if your need for craving becomes so intensive it strangles peoples expectations.

We all need to give and take, craving can meen you look to control another, that is so very wrong. We also cannot really expect to control others expectations, everyone has the right to achieve in their own way and fulfill their own dreams, without interventions that can control their lives

BOB