Hi everyone, my anxiety is through the roof, my eldest sister is visiting this weekend and I’m terrified.
She constantly asks why I’m not working, She knows of my depression and anxiety, but she still asks and threatens me that she’s going to take me or my mum to live with her in Yorkshire, if I don’t sort myself out.
I am trying to get better, i recently started taking driving lessons again, going for walks and I’ve also quit alcohol.
She asks these questions in front of my nephews, which makes me feel so worthless and pathetic, I’m 37 and she always says when am I going to sort out my life, she loves to remind me that I’ve failed and left things too late!
I don’t want any arguments but I can’t shake this feeling of fear, she scares me so much. What do I do?
Sometimes I really do feel worthless and pathetic, why am I at 37, scared of my sister? What has my life come to?