I don’t know what wrong with me. I am constantly working, I have a heart of gold, I’m impulsive, I’ve been situationally depressed when significant things happen in my life. Eg. Separation and divorce, breakup, eviction, daughter wanting nothing to do with me. I will create completely unrealistic goals and will know this but determined to complete the goal and when I cannot I get angry and cause a situation where I will need to leave the environment. Eg. During a work shift whenever anyone will ask me to complete a task I will agree even if I cannot complete, I see it as a challenge but will leave the day feeling like a failure. Failure affects me and knowing this will not stop me from repeating the same mistakes. I seriously cannot help it and now it’s getting to the point where I am affecting everyone around me. I am losing friendships, jobs, to the point where I feel like I’m a tornado and whatever I touch will be destroyed. So now isolation is the best course because I can keep my world small and I won’t feel obligated to accept tasks or help. But it’s lonely and then this makes me sad. What’s wrong with me and what can I do?