Why can't I stop crying! It seems for no reason at all & I keep trying to analyze myself which just makes me cry more!
Went Christmas shopping today, listened to a band playing and wanted to cry...had to really stop myself! Sat watching a Christmas film...not a sad one but I'm sat crying! Luckily no one around me and I have a sticking cold so the red puffy eyes aren't obvious crying eyes! Eat something I shouldn't, have food issues, go to the bathroom...start crying! Losing control!
Feel miserable...loathe myself...keep crying! Perhaps I just hate myself so much that I'm crying! Dreading going to work tomorrow in case I just start crying!
I have been on anti-depressants but haven't taken them recently as they've been difficult to stomach! Sorry, just babbling...but at least I'm not crying, at the moment!