Suffering with depression and possible eating disorder

[guitarfreak357]

Hi. Fairly new to all this and im kinda scared tbh. Recently had a lot of personal stuff going on which has made me really depressed, taking anti depressants, lack of appetite and loosing weight by the day, occasional suicidal/self harm thoughts, constant stomach ache (probs from the anti d's), struggling massively to concentrate at work. The not eating is worrying me more ..any advice? it just feels like my bodies shutting down