Hello all. Update on my condition. I am now on no medication. The last prescription I got from the shrink went in the garbage. I use Emotional Freedom Tapping which you can find on you tube for depression and so many other things, plus I have bought and I am using a self-help course. I had my doubts, as I have bought so many things in the past with a lot of hope they would work, and didn't, but this has. One of them was the biggest change for me. Within one hour I went from my usual state of despair, disgust to a normal feeling and I have since done very well. It is not all roses for sure. I am at a place now where I can live a pretty normal life and I am ecstatic about that. Hope this helps. I am not selling this course, just telling you all what it did for me, what you do, as always is up to you. All the best. Every day is a new day, the past is gone and the future is not here, only now, this moment is real, and you get to choose what will be.