I tired, no more fight left. Depression has destroyed my life and yet it wants more, I can't hide behind the facade anymore, it's too strong, too evil, to fight! I'm sick and tired of life being a battle, I want peace, damn it! I deserve it, 36 years of never fitting in, never finding my path, never finding a close circle of friends, never knowing how it feels to be truly happy. No more, no more will I fight, I'm spent!
This disgusting, insidious disease will never stop, never let me be happy and truth be told I'm done fighting it!
Who knows what lies beyond this life, but if I can just be free, I'll be happy. I hope you all find the strength to carry on, I really do.