So today I'm finding it really hard to stop crying. This is the lowest Iv ever felt since having depression, I just don't know what's up with me. I feel like i just really want to give up on everything but the only thing that's stopping me walking out the door is that my son would be mortified when he wakes up and I'm not there.
I just feel like I can't handle this anymore.
Me and my boyfriend and constantly arguing because I can't help but be nasty to him when I don't mean to be. I love him so much but I'm just being a complete bitch with him for no reason and that's why he hates me at the minute, he won't even come home on his brakes anymore.
I just feel like everyone i love is drifting away from me because of my anger that I can't control. 😰
It's like I can't control my mouth. I don't mean to be horrible but I just can't help it.
Does anyone els have this problem?