I don't think I want to see a dr over my current and most mood I don't know if I have depression because sometimes I sleep like a log, but I dare not to go see my dr because well I'm scared what they'll say.
I don't want to be put on medication and I have literally no spare time to go see a therapist because of work.
Even though I don't care any more about work I just want my life to go back to as it was when I was happy but I can't remember when that was.
Maybe writing stuff down like writing this now sort of helps.
I miss my friends I don't have many down where I live now, but what am I saying... I don't have the time or money to socialise
You know as I'm writing this things in my mind keep popping up and I can't make sense of anything I'm thinking right now.
I'm rambling on about well god knows what I'm going to be quiet read a book that may sort my head out I hope.