I haven't felt this bad for a few years. I just feel that there is no hope and nothing to look forward to. I stopped taking antidepressants a few weeks ago after tapering before stopping completely. I don't know whether I am experiencing withdrawal symptoms, whether I have relapsed or whether my PMS is aggravating everything. I feel constantly fatigued, depressed and can't sleep for more than a few hours a night. As a result I can't do anything or go anywhere the next day which makes my depression worse.
Is this withdrawal? I only took 20 mg of fluox a day so not a large dose.
I feel like I am on the edge of walking away from my relationship and my home but terrified of making a terrible mistake. What I would like to do is just go somewhere for a break but I don't have the energy.
Everything seems so bleak.