Trying times

[Hardtotalk]

I have tried up to now not to have a drink to settle things,going to try and only have a couple it might just work 😕Anything to pick me up

[Satsuma]

This is of course your choice

[Hardtotalk in reply to Satsuma]

I am in a safe place Satsuma or I would not have risked it, my daughter has stayed in so she is sat here with me... I needed someone else to think of before I picked a glass up.sometimes we don't truelly appreciate the people we love just for being 'there' without even knowing it. She has no idea what is running through my mind, she doesn't need to worry as well.

[Hidden in reply to Hardtotalk]

IN all need diversions, I had a couple of litres of Pear Cyder last night, it just makes that evening special especially when we cannot go out.

My public house is four miles away, Life would be very dull if I was to stop everything. I have talked to my GP and all is good

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[tofler]

Hi, how has today been for you?

[Hardtotalk in reply to tofler]

Been ok I suppose, little quiet, not interacted much.tried to keep busy as anxiety up a bit.only had 3 vodkas last night,but not had a drink in 3 month since my brother an mum died.didnt drink tonight though, been too tired an have been in bed from 9.30. I am awake now though, as usual between 4 @ 5, every night 😕 But... in saying all that,I'm still here,one day at a time.Thankyou for asking Tofler 👍