Hello everyone who is reading my post. I hope you are all doing well.
I would like to share some information about depression which I have never had before in my entire life. I am from Central Asia where I grew up and raised, moved to US 6 years ago because of my husband and our child. Since I moved here I started missing my family, friends, food, traditions, language, parties etc. I started to cry and seeking some friends to do some fun stuff. Since then I still feel empty inside, I made friends, I understand American jokes, traditions but still not the same. I am becoming a different person I get mad easily (not like a happy girl like before), get feelings hurt, feeling alone, feeling everyone hates me...it is not easy to be American in 6 years and act like them, I know I am a different personality and I am Asian but I need someone to help me to how to be my self not trying to change for others.
Be honest I don't want to take any antidepressant, sometimes my husband calls me I am a bipolar, evil which doesn't help me to be better....