Please don't give up xxxxx

[Me-plus-one]

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[Satsuma]

This is so important to do .. For a longtime I was caught in this ugly trap

[Me-plus-one in reply to Satsuma]

Same here Satsuma I shouldn't let people get to me. But my self esteem has been smashed to pieces. I know the few people that care about me have given up on me. It really hurts but I suppose I can't blame them. I've been caught in this messed up trap for a while now and I don't feel like fighting throughi t like I used to. I'm so scared that I'm losing my strength and fight. It really scares me . I'm really pissed off this morning. I can't seem to do anything right. I have such a self destructive voice in my head and it's winning.

Does this make sense to you?

[Me-plus-one in reply to Me-plus-one]

Sorry for the rant. .

[Satsuma in reply to Me-plus-one]

It so makes sense to me ..without a shadow of a doubt ..you sound like my twin when I read that then

[Me-plus-one in reply to Satsuma]

Haa! At least you understand me!! Don't it feel like no matter how you word things some people act like you are talking a different language!!!! It feels good to hear that somebody gets me!!! Thank you!!

[Satsuma in reply to Me-plus-one]

Yer I get u no two ways about it