I thought I could keep it all in but I was wrong. I'm 22, still a student, and still lives with my mother. Because of her son, my life is a living hell. There's always shouting, I can only have a moment of peace when I'm all alone, but I have class everyday so I never can really relax in the silence. My mother doesn't care, she only lets me stay because she thinks it is her duty as a mother but she doesn't give a fuck, lately she won't ever talk to me and always sides with him when I complain. I tried to make things change but nothing ever works. I'm tired of fighting all the time, I'm tired of always being on edge. I can't move out because I don't have a driver's license, not enough money either. Nobody cares. The only thing that brighten my day is when my professors tell me I did a good job on the exams, pathetic right? I don't have friends either, only people I kinda talk to at the uni, but then again I understand why. I'm surprised they even talk to me tbh. Maybe I deserve this.
I'm really sorry for all this but I needed to vent, anonymously. I'm sorry if this is inappropriate, please delete if so.