Feel like giving up...

[Leo142]

I want to just give up I don't want to see a doctor anymore i just want to stay in my room by myself and stop its like i let myself be happy I just ruin everything in the end so what's the point me even trying to be

[Blueshirt]

I have always ruined everything around me, and without meaning to. I have for many years felt like giving up too. Luckily for me I drifted along and survived. Over the years I have got used to being ok on my own, then enjoyed it and realised I am ok with myself. I just try and think it doesn't matter to try hard and fix myself. I am what I am. I am being lazy and say to myself OK well that's alright to be me and to be lazy and not want to see doctors and work at fixing myself. That seems to relax me, and then I often nowadays go out and have a wander and a coffee and watch the world go by. Most days that seems to help me. Good luck

[Mandy6513]

Leo everyone of us has ruined something and got it wrong and made mistakes. Its part of growing up and its not a bad thing it shows you how you can do it better next time

[Satsuma]

It was Goldfish who inspired me

[Satsuma in reply to Satsuma]

And Mandy6513

[Matrix]

Leo , you are not alone please don't think you are, everyone of us makes mistakes how would we get things right if we never get anything wrong. If you keep thinking that like that it will never get right. Maybe you need to go back to your dr as I don't think your tablets are working , there are hundreds and hundreds of antidepressants out there .I think he may need to tweak your meds. You say you ruin everything , that's just the depression talking . Getting out of the house helps , I know the days I get out I feel so much better . Take care sweetie come back and let us know how you are getting on 😇