I posted around a week ago about not being able to cope without the antidepressants... I successfully withdrew from citalopram and it was completely out of my system but I couldn't re-adjust and the suicidal thoughts never went away etc. so I went back to the doctor and explained I tried to quit them because they caused a severe allergic reaction.
I get the impression the doctors don't know what to do with me now as I've tried 4 different antidepressants and had severe allergic reactions to all of them. They gave me one more to try and I've been taking it for just 5 days and I look like a zombie again.. unable to leave the house and bleeding everywhere from the eczema.
I really don't know what to do now.. the allergy is so severe that I cannot cope but then again I cannot cope with the anxiety when I'm off the tablets?
For your information, these are all the antidepressants I've tried all of which have caused a severe allergic reaction:
I've looked at the leaflets that come with the tablets to try and find a common ingredient that might be causing the allergy and the only one I can find in all of them is an inactive ingredient called 'magnesium stearate' but I feel like a fool who is trying to research something I don't have a clue about. This is the only common ingredient in them all but nobody has ever known of a 'magnesium allergy' and I feel I may look an idiot if I suggest this to the doctor.
Please help me!!