I am very lucky in the fact that I have been with my partner for coming up to 10 years. Last Autumn he finally made an honest woman out of me and our beautiful little boy was our ring bearer. It was the best day of my life and I keep trying to focus back to that day because since then it has gone down hill.
I have a long history of depression and in the past was able to talk to my partner about it but since being married I feel that I am no longer able to talk to him. I have tried on many occasions but I seem to be brushed aside and fobbed off.
I love my little boy more than anything and refuse to let depression get the better of me because he is my life but feel that I have been kicked to the kerb in regards to my husband. He doesn't listen to me in any way shape or form anymore and I am constantly losing battles with him over our son's discipline, clearing up after himself, helping me out and just generally listening. We use to be so close but now I feel like it seems to be heading the same way both mine and his parents have gone.